Welcome to another thrilling installment of Throwback Thursday. Today I’ll be sharing about how I moved on from B and started to get over him.
January 7, 1998
Well since school’s started back up things with B have not been so great. He’s acting like I’m non-existent. So, I’m reciprocating the feeling. It hurts. I’m trying to get over him, but it’s hard. I still get mad when I see other girls flirting with him, I still can’t forget all the good times we had. God he’s so naive! Oh well. <3 Beth
January 11, 1998
I guess B and E went to go see Rocky Horror last night. Jenni says the first words out of B’s mouth were “where’s Beth?”Now I’m more pissed than ever. He acts like I’m invisible all week, then suddenly he cares? I’m so mad at him that I just need to get over him. I had a dream last night that I met this perfect guy up north. It made me realize that someday I will meet my perfect guy, whether it’s the guy I marry or a really great boyfriend. I don’t know when or where I’ll meet him, but someday I will. End of semester is coming up. New classes, different guys, no B. Gotta go. <3 Beth
January 17, 1998
Just as I thought things with B couldn’t get any worse they actually got better because it’s over. The movie thing fell through and before that I gave him last chance to redeem himself on the phone on Monday. Told him every last thing I needed to say. Then no one really wanted to come over the night of Y-Teens for movies, so I gave B a note calling the movie night off and everything else too. I told him I accept that we are just friends and I’m moving on. <3 Me
January 18, 1997
Well the girls got together tonight – me, Sara, Jenni, Anna and Rachel. And we had a blast! We went to Perkins for dinner, then to Target to shop, then to the Dairy Queen for dessert and then we came back here. It was great. We bashed against B and other guys and it really made me feel better. I’m glad I have friends like these. This was much better than if B and I had gone to Y-Teens or had everyone over for movies. Screw him. I’d rather be with my sisters. Gotta go. <3 Beth
I love in the one post that I gave myself a pep talk about how I would meet the perfect guy someday – almost foreshadowing, because it wouldn’t be much longer and I’d find my perfect guy in someone I already knew. We’ll see how that all comes about in next week’s post! Make sure to check out Laura’s posts over at One Girl, Two Cities as well!